I never thought Id die alone
I laughed the loudest whod have known?
I traced the cord back to the wall
No wonder it was never plugged in at all
I took my time, I hurried up
The choice was mine I didnt think enough
Im too depressed to go on
Youll be sorry when Im gone
I never conquered, rarely came
16 just held such better days
Days when I still felt alive
We couldnt wait to get outside
The world was wide, too late to try
The tour was over, Id survived
I couldnt wait til I got home
To pass the time in my room alone
I never thought Id die alone
Another six months Ill be unknown
Give all my things to my friends
Youll never set foot in my room again
Youll close it off, board it up
Remember the time I spilled the cup
Of apple juice in the hall